#HSP 3 : Life Is Fair Enough

Assalamualaikum wbt... 

Dear readers, this entry is about life. Why people always said that "Life is not fair?" Life is about how people treat us, how good or bad is our day, what experiences or lessons we get and have we achieve our target. First, I want to make a stand up, life is fair... only people in life is treating us like shxxtt. People tend to be selfish, they always think about themselves, their feeling without thinking of other people. Yeah that is life, I know that people nowadays are being so judgmental, just one mistake we do, for years we got blamed on. One said "don’t judge a book by its cover". Yeah that's life people judge anyway. 

Okay back to the life. Every day we meet the same and different person. Some of them have a pleasant attitude and some of them are just being bad ass. In life, people change every day. Today you might be the very important person to someone. The next day you are nothing but an empty jar being thrown away. This is sooooo wrong!! How can people treat you like that? Are they even human at all? Doesn’t they have feeling? I don’t know 'cause I can’t read people's mind. Who knows right if I can read mind I will first read my friend's mind so I can know what they were thinking about me.  

We have goal in life. We need effort, determination and courage to achieve it. When you think that you cannot do it, you give up yet you still put the blame on life. What have life done that you hate it so much? It’s yourself to be blamed because you're the one who gave up. You think life is a game that when you failed, you can restart it over and over again. No it’s not a game and you will be regret if you lose.  

In life we do mistake. We are not perfect, in fact we're human right? So we must learn from mistakes to improve ourselves. Don’t live in the past cause you will never see the future as the past is an obscurest place yet you got to learned from it so you can be stronger to stand up. However, this is life… every success come with a failure. So, in order to succeed in life we have to fail so that we can open our eyes as to see how the world grind.

P/s: Aku buat dalam English sebab saja nak try and improve English language aku. Sebab MUET dah dekat so kena practice dari sekarang. Kalau korang rasa terok English aku ni tolong la ye comment ke ape ke. Sebab aku tak terer pon bab2 ni. So sampai sini je hari ni. Assalamualaikum wbt… 

#HSP 2 : Apa perasaan kau kalau...... ??

Assalamualaikum wbt... 

Kehadapan pembaca blog Mr N yg tak berapa nak best ni.. *ceettt mcm nk tulis surat pon ada* la ni ceq nak ceqeta pasai apa perasaan hang kalauu.... ?? okay ceq terdetik nak buat enteqi pasai ni sebab mesti hampa2 smua pernah teqasa dengan kawan2 hang kan. tipu la kalau hang tak penah teqasa sebab hang manusia kita smua ada feeling @ perasaan. 
*Kenapa teruk sangat slang utara aku ni... haha nevermind.* 

Sekarang ni kan.. kawan2 pon bukan boleh percaya sangat. Tapi Mr N percaya dekat kawan2. jahat mana pon diorang tetap kawan aku gak cumaaa ~ once i lost my trust to you, you aint gonna gain it back. Banyak kali aku terasa dengan kawan2 sebenarnya, it just i thought that they were my friends that makes me keep my mouth shut 'till now. Sampai kan aku dah terbiasa dah kadang2 tapi still ada terasa jugaklah even sikit pon- but its not a big deal for me. Im not a very talkative person but surely you cant get more kind and reliable person than me as a friends. 

#1 
Apa perasaan kau kalau kawan kau dah janji dengan kau nak pergi tengok movie dekat wayang dengan kau last-last dia cancel sebab dia nak pergi date dengan BF/GF dia ? 

~First aku memang akan kecik hati. yelah kau dah janji dengan aku lepas tu kau cancel sebab nak keluar dengan awek ? aku doakan kau tak kekal *hehehe jahatnya.. tapi takde lah smpai macam tu* Berdarah hati aku kau tau kalau kau buat mcm tu. 
~Second memang aku marah lah, spoil mood aku je. Aku akan menyumpah, mencarut, memaki dan yang sewaktu dengannya.. 

#2 
Apa perasaan kau kalau member kau lupa birthday kau ? 

~Kalau laki aku rasa takde hal la kot sebab its not a really big deal. Birthday je pon kan hahah 
~Kalau perempuan aku rasa mesti akan touching, sentap, dan sebagainya lah. Tambah2 lagi klau takde hadiah siap tuntut pulak tu. 


So itulah situasi apa perasaan kau kalau.... ?? sebenarnya banyak lagi situasi tapi aku malas la nak taip haha. Now da pukul berapa entah and aku still mengarut dekat sini. hahah otak da berat tak boleh fikir apa dah. Sampai disini saja lahh ye. jumpa lain kali. Wassalamualaikum wbt. 

#HSP 1

Assalamualaikum. this is my first entry tak tau nk taip apa nk cerita apa. Sebelum terlupa aku nk introduce myself lah. Nama diberi ******** ops !! rahsia no no no, tapi takpe boleh panggil Mr N. okay. Lelaki or perempuan ?? hang rasa ? ofcos lah Lelaki bro and sistah, tapi haih awat la perangai dia ni pelik ngat. Its okay takpe keep going.... Umur 20 *but still 19 oookkkaayyy sebab birthday tak sampai lagi*. Umur 20 still young wat. Masih lagi bergelar student dia salah sebuah IPTA di dalam negara Malaysia ni. 

Kenapa aku buat blog ni ?? sebab yang pertama (1) Aku pun tak tau kenapa aku buat blog ni. Yang kedua (2) saja nak share dengan korang tu pon kalau korang sudi lah. Yang ketiga (3) Ingin menyatakan hasrat ingin berubah.*cehh ayat x menahan.. hahaha *. Yang keempat (4) sebab aku rasa bosan nak mam*** *maaf anda tidak dibenarkan mencarut* okay fine~ Yang kelima (5) Banyak lagi sebab-sebabnya haih tak larat nak menaip nya brohh~ 

Seronok tak ? konferm tak kan ? sebab blog aku buruk *rolling eyes* yeah i admit that. truly true. The ugly fugly blogly of me. k mengarut dah. kalau ada suggestion macam mana nak cantikkan blog ni tolong la ye. saya seriously noob bab2 macam ni. so far my writing isn't that bad aite ? cause....... i dont know,,, my BM&ENGLISH is so terrible, horrible, really bad. 

Okay lah for the next, next, next, next and so on entry, baru lah aku masukkan cerita2 or pengalaman, or problem yang aku nak share dekat sini. Tanpa membuang masa lagi aku menutup entry kali pertama ini dengan bacaan doa... Sampai ketemu lagi pada entry lain. wassalamualaikum wbt.