#HSP 16 : T r u t h H u r t s

Assalamualaikum..

"Loving can hurt, Loving can hurt...." photograph by ed sheeran was played on the radio. whatta lonely night, i guess it will be a long night for me. Suddenly this feeling i cant describe how hurt it is. Im in dilemma cause im holding on to her for such a long time. i dont know if i will get through this or not.  Even though i have tried to moved on before, but i can't. 

"i always act like i'm fine and everyone thinks i'm okay, but when the lights are off and i'm all alone. that's when my tears start to fall" 

What's so special about her ? Im barely knew her but i knew we had the same taste, we shared the same thought and all that things, But... *sighhss* we're not shared the same feelings. im wondering what is her feeling, the way she look at me, the way she think of me, who am i to her... all day and all night.

"Im a paradox, neither happy or sad. i smile at pretty things, laugh at funny things, but at night i become a mess of emotions and thoughts."

I was once, confess to her how i feel about her. Then, how stupid i am to not give her the chance to explain, to tell the truth about her feeling towards me, i "friendzoned" her. Too afraid to know the truth, I shut her off, Too afraid that the situation will be awkward, I shut her off. I realized  how stupid i am to let myself covered with ego. I hope that one day im brave enough to accept the truth before its too late. 

I just want you to know, 

I'm only one call away

I'll be there to save the day

Superman got nothing on me

I'm only one call away

Call me, baby, if you need a friend

I just wanna give you love

C'mon, c'mon, c'mon

Reaching out to you, so take a chance

No matter where you go, know you're not alone

I'm only one call away

I'll be there to save the day

Superman got nothing on me

I'm only one call away

Come along with me and don't be scared

I just wanna set you free

C'mon, c'mon, c'mon

You and me can make it anywhere

For now, we can stay here for a while

Cause you know, I just wanna see your smile

No matter where you go, know you're not alone

I'm only one call away

I'll be there to save the day

Superman got nothing on me

I'm only one call away

When you're weak I'll be strong

I'm gonna keep holding on

Now don't you worry, it won't be long

Darling, if you feel like hope is gone

Just run into my arms

I'm only one call away

I'll be there to save the day

Superman got nothing on me

I'm only one, I'm only one call away

I'm only one call away

I'll be there to save the day

Superman got nothing on me

I'm only one call away

I'm only one call away