#HSP 19 : M O V I N G O N 1

Assalamualaikum wbt.. 

Dear reader.. 



Sorry.. 
Aku tak de benda nak cerita pasal kehidupan songsang aku dekat korang.. 
Aku tak de "sweat and sour" gay stories macam korang.. 
Story of my gay life would be like this

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Aku dah malas nak menaruh harapan dekat sesiapa either boys or girls.. Im not feeling happy, sad, excited, disappointed etc.. My soul's getting fade everyday and i dont know how to stop it.. 
pintu hati aku dah tertutup and takkan bukak balik until i found one person yang really2 serious for a relationship... 

Sometimes bila nak nasihatkan orang tu senang.. but bila benda tu jadi kat kita jatuh tersungkur tersembam.. datanglah beribu org nasihatkan kita but you would still feel the same.. Berserah pada Allah.. Masa tetap akan tiba.. 

Aku keliru dengan perasaan sendiri.. Aku tak de perasaan.. but nvm it's life.. Aku penat nak kecewakan orang dan mengecewakan orang... Aku nak bagi peluang pada diri aku serta org lain utk perbaiki diri dan fikir what's best for yourself... 

Aku nak mulakan hidup baru.. aku nak focus pada realiti pada masa hadapan.. 
#SupportAku #KisahSeorangAku #HidupDalamKegelapan 


P/S : Actually aku tgh ting tong sebab terlalu ngantok.. i d k what im saying or typing.. its all in my head i guess.. Good Night..



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4 comments:

  1. ak pon xde citer best2 lahh..dun worry..u r luckier...plus,ak lg ting tong dgn ubat ak mkn ni..haha...dah2...tdo leklok..nti ak dodoikn..:p

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  2. So, how did ur new life go? Went well?.. Sumtimes, we are confused with our own choice.. The choice is there.. But when it comes to make decision, kite akan jd tingtong.. But at least, u make ur own decision.. I guess, i rather die trying than get rotten doing nothing..

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