#HSP 18 : H E A R T L E S S

 

Assalamualaikum... 

People can be so mean sometime.. 

But it just a midst of hardship that we need to get through.. 

You dont need to act mean to be one.. 

How it felt when the person you loved dont love you the same way.. 

Usually you will feel terrible after a long time of waiting.. 

And you get tired of waiting for something that not even possible..

How would you feel ? 

Currently i dont feel anything.. 

Happy nor sad.. 

My brain could not process the word of " let's just be friend " 

Maybe somehow all the time you waiting you have moved on accidently.. 

Is it possible for that to happen? 

Im not sure of that.. 

If you are destined to be together then you will be together.. 

Another phrase that my brain could not processed.. 

Maybe i'll just let it go.. 

Or specifically let her go.. 

Yet i kept stalking her and im not hurt? 

I dont know this feeling.. 

Heartbroken?? 

Heartless?? 

I kept thinking maybe in the future there will still a chance.. 

For me.. 

For us.. 

To be together.. 

You know miracle do happen.. 

I will keep that thought in my mind.. 

P/S : luahan hati yang tak berapa nak tersakiti.. tak rasa apa2.. kosong.. no heart no soul.. currently not in a good condition.. busy cari tempat praktikal.. sakit kepala pikir hal yang tak setel lagi.. cuti semester pon x macam cuti jer. sorry macam biskut kejap ada kejap takde.. buat masa ni tak ada komitmen untuk menulis.. haha sebab takde idea nak cerita apa.. have a nice day fellas..